i'll wait..

Music: Dark Blue //Jack's Mannequin

Mood: sleepy

sera que siempre me ando enamorando demasiado rapido?, talvez es que lo doy todo a la primera y no me interesa salir lastimada, hasta que ya es demasiado tarde y ya no hay nada que hacer? no hay mucho que pueda decir.... soy muy emocional... y todo me pega fuerte.... no me voy a dar alas... aun....


quisiera que fuera real y no solo producto de mi imaginación, será que de nuevo estoy pidiendo demasiado?... es que a caso una relación seria es demasiado pedir? **iba a poner en estoy dias... pero eso me hace sentir muy viejita xd** hace 2 semanas seguramente no habria pedido nada serio... just some snogging, no more, who need it?**


gess what?! i've changed my mind... i can't stand this much more... what am i supposed to do? wait in here until someone comes here and rescue me?... funny thought... rescue me..... from what... thi lonely that's killing me deep inside?. why couldn't this be a simple fairy tale? with magic all around, a prince who's always there for me... okya okay that's asking for too much...


but then here i come again, felling this i cannot describe , confussion, happiness, sadness, lonelyness... love...anger, comfort... my mind is all messed up, i cannot think clearly as i always do, i just want to sleep dreamless, no nightmares to scare me, no little tricks or words that can hurt me...my mom says i' getting lost... i can't find my path, maybe she's just right and i'm not being myself, how am i supposed to know who i am, how i should be? things were easier when they didn't seem so real... i'm scared